Words cannot explain what the world has to remain, but it’s hard to describe the vibe that builds within us, that feeling we know is there but don’t show, blocked like a fog, distinct to our own selves, hidden and not captured. It’s like a river that we believe flows to an unknown place until we look up the answers, like a dictionary to define our questions, to define our words, but is it right to just cut these curves? Some like to try, yet others choose to cheat, acting slick and sleek to pass the successful and unique and the ones who fight, but they both end up in the same place, right? Another thought to think about, the words we speak right through our mouths, we try and try and try again, we win, we lose, however, and then? we can’t just cut corners, be adventurous, mysterious, just don’t get outta hand when you find things that weren’t meant for us, us, US, the big U.S., the country that we live in that’s controlled by the press, the government, society, the rules and controversy, but that’s another topic that we’ll just have to see.
So this weekend was pretty fun. Saturday we went to the Praise Party held at St. Vincents Ferrer for practically the majority of the day and it was hella fun. I haven’t gone to church in a while so it was nice to see and talk with everyone again. Today was pretty chill too. Drove around with my sister, picked up some Pho for the fam and stopped by TapEx, then Target. Stayed at home most of the time, browsed, doodled, watched some of the Oscar’s. Now i’ve procrastinated long enough to realize i still gotta tweek up my English essay..shouldn’t take that long tho. Drivers test this Wednesday, pretty much confident now, better not rain tho..but who knows, they said it was supposed to rain last weekend, PSHT. Anyways, gonna get started on this essay, :)